On the verge of tears and for no good reason. Is it hormones, work, stress, the emotional roller coaster that is life? I sit in front of my glowing computer screen and I want implode. To cave under the weight on my chest, give into my feelings of doubt and fear. But this will not serve me, giving in will only make it worse. I used an age old trick today, I put makeup on to keep myself from crying as I do not want mascara running down my face at work, ah the ace up my sleeve.
I will not give in, not matter how much I may want to, no matter how hard the emotions choke me and try to take me under. I will stand strong; I will sit on the threshold and not be tempted to take the plunge.
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